Monday, June 22, 2009
I shall end my day with a post filled with certain things I feel.
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And so, I shall begin my post.
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I am a person who is very sensitive to my surrounding, be it in the world of virtual such as online, real life, personality or even any other minor things. Seriously those minor things too.
When things happen, it may seem like I don't care, but actually, I do. I may seem blur to you, but I know what's happening. Its true that I may not know the exact 100%, but I would not say any lesser than 80%. Don't ask me how I know, for I don't myself. Its something like a six-senses, gut feeling, hunch or whatever you called it. Also, through different medias, I am also expose to all these
informations.I tried not to know those things. Not because I don't want to, but because I feel
loney and so left out after knowing them. I will go into a series of self-questioning on why is this happen and so on and things will go on
spiral downwards. Ever see me moody before? I believe most of you have. That's the time when I start to ponder and ponder, over and over.
"The more things one knows, the more troubled one gets."There's more things to write, but I think that's sufficient for my today's blog topic.
Last but not least, I believe I have mention this before. I treat people the way I expect them to treat me. However, most of the time, I don't get what I suppose to get in return.
In life, there's always up and down.
However,
I have enough of all this, and so I shall throw in my white towel.
I shall
surrender, I shall admit defeat.
Defeated by my own life.
How
pathethic of me.
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10:28 PM
Certain things can't be changed.
There's a saying, treat people how you want them to treat you. I did. But things just don't turn out the way it
suppose to be. It just don't.
Or should I say... it never will.
Just a wishful thinking.
I've read one of my friends' blog.
The blogger wrote:" keep the good friend, throw away the bad ones."
Now it all make sense to me. No point attempt to change them, they won't change.
Its just like how
leopard never change it's spot.
Well, like buying a box of fruits. Don't expect to find all perfect ones, there are those rotten too.
7:56 AM