Monday, October 20, 2008
its another 5 days since i last post. shall ii keep a habbit of having a 5 days delay per post? maybe maybe.. let me think back...
oh ya, please take note that some of my post IS super blunt. because i believe that friends ought to know how each other feel.
15 oct, Wednesday
The day which i post about what happen 5 days before.. haha. not much really happen that day.. so i can't think of ANY at all. except for the beginning of another nightmare.. IAC. sound short right? yeah.. short but deadly.. the first few weeks i guess will be about trading,profit and loss and balance sheet.. damn.
K did give out work to do... Qns on pg 5,6,7. but i can predict that i won't be touching on it. Oh, there's another short and deadly subject.. BCM.. gotta explain on the topic " integrated resort" .. sigh... a sucide move.. choosing a topic which i have totally no confident in.
Oh, on a brighter side, tml's a holiday! er.. because tml's lesson cancelled! woohoo.
felt loney, i don't feel the harmony anymore.
16 oct, Thursday
wake up damn late. i have no idea what really happen on that day.. everything just either passes too fast for my old and rusty brain to remember or its going so slow that my brain doesn't comprehend. but what i know is that it has been long since sch reopen i have slept that well that day. =)
17 oct, Friday
its friday! happy mood! cuz class release at 12. yeepie. however, someshop beside mac(at kfc there) got burn't down. hope nobody's hurt.. =(. more sad things..first lesson is IAC, whois
K's work i didn't do. =X seriously not i don't want to do but i don't know how to. lucky she didn't point mii out. for BCM, i was not prepared.. lucklyad and ss,gr,jo have to demo the "presentation" which takes up much chunk of the time. after that went for my training at yishun college central due to my upcomming trail. met minbin on the 3rd lvl, he didn't bring his barang.. -.-" went down tgt to lvl 1 to meet darrel. omg. he cut his hair until like skin head larrh...
take "bus 2" den train.. halfway there, it starts to rain HEAVILY!!!!! coach called.. change of location to PPCC indoor. although the range there is 15m.. but its least there's air-con and is cooling.
KFC for dinner and mrt back home ltr.
thinking back,
i notice something..
am i thinking too much?
18 oct, Saturday
wake up early, meet up with my team at tampines inter at 6am... i know.. damn bloody early. bus-ed 969 there and wait for the remaining of the team (include supporters as well). Our team was the first to reach.. LOL.
after all my ends, the total score is announced. crap.. i didn't do as well as expected.. during the SC, i got 307 and got a bronze(3rd).. now i only get 279.. but strangely.. i still top them emerging the first in ranking.. was quite shock actually.
Cherie jie den called mii.. asking mii to go IKEA! lol. later promised to go but didn't... sorry jie, was too tired la... i actually slept from 4:30pm to the nxt day 7:30am! xD this shows one thing, i am damn tired~!
19 oct, Sunday
Continue with my "yesterday's post", wake up at 7:30.. got feverish feeling. check the temperature, its read 38.6.. sigh.. fever again.. i am so fever prone!! =( hope monday is a better day.
so that day rest at home... den my bro and mum want go IKEA ( coincidence worrh) den jio mii..
-.-"
back tampines and jio my brother come down TM eat eat walk walk. LOL. in the end, we arcade for 1 time and eat mac for dinner. back home resting after that.
I really miss my classmates..
...and that feeling is still there
friendship that starts to drift away
20 oct, Monday
not meeting up, went sch alone.=( first lesson, BCM. saw sJ &YD. was informed that Koh was already inside.. nvm abt it.. so sit outside read newspaper. went in ltr... the class was like still .. empty? =X slowly ppl start streaming in larrh.. filling up the class...
den den..
group work..
getting into group. ( the facial expression is like sian liao when I asked, so nvm le..T_T ) i feel so left out larrh, the second time i felt it in my life.. first was when i'm still sec 1, 4 years ago.. sigh.
so went to the other side of the class.. join in Adnan's group. the atmosphere was totally different. i feel very much more... welcome.there's somebody... i can't really recall who... ask me one question... " why you from one side of the class come over here ".
I am beyond my words.. i don't know what to say... i felt really sad at that point of time.. and was wondering to myself.. " am i abandon by a group that now i have to seek refuge here?". i really feel super down and sad larrh..
IAC later. K pointed mii out to do Qn 1 on "G Able" which i don't know how to do at all! sigh...
I can't get anything in my mind during the whole of K's lesson.. the previously thing still occupied my mind. sigh.. went in and out of class quite a few time... still moody..
PM class finally. not many ppl come. class ended at 4:10pm
now i no mood to type out the content for PM class lerrh.. sigh.
tml new day. go sch alone.
hope there's somebody.
end.
seriously, friendship is drifting apart.
please tell me i'm wrong.
=(
8:38 PM