Monday, February 23, 2009
Well, its a busy day today... rushing to sch to do some paperwork.
Finally, I'm official not a student~!
ahaha =]
For me, I think its quite a joy.. for certain other people out there, it must have been a joy too? am I not right?
Consider it as a "win-win" situation. [=
This is the outcome that we both wanted isn't it? Getting out of each other life and praying hard that we shall not cross path again.
No more thorns in the flesh and sore in the eyes eh? Well, that goes for me too.
Somehow in life, there's an ending to everything... it does including grudges, disliking, hating and even despising.
Ever since I signed the withdrawal form, I abandon all the negative feeling within me.
In an unlikely event that we shall somehow meet, I hope there will be no more conflicts and just pass by each other as though we're mere stranger. Fair enough?
Lets take this as an experience and learn from it to prevent any other possible conflict with other people in future. =]
Let the time rewind back 10 months where everything started...
(not intending to offend anyone)
*First few days in sch was crap, feeling really down back then... the feeling of depress was so overwhelming.
*Make some new friends... hit well at start, mostly from the "O" lvls, maybe is the feeling of "depress" we all experience brought us together?
*Nothing works out find for the first 1-2 months. Then bad news came, my grandfather have move on to another world.
*A handful of the O lvl people transferred out to private institution, got accepted into polys through appeals. So they left, leaving the rest of us who plan to retake or go with the fate in that sch. At that point of time, I finally got over with my "depress" state and accept myself for where I am.
*Somebody spread some nonsense about me. Was very angry at that period of time. That was my first experience of "twisted truth + badmouth-ing".
*Tried to make friends with other cliques (and clearing my name too), quite a success at first. But later know some people labeled me as a "hopper" who goes around just for the sake of gaining advantages. I was sad yet angry.. but no choice.. its their mouth. I merely wants to make more friend through that way.. why can't I?!
*settled down with one group and refrain from moving around anymore. I would say they are nice people, however things start to turn ugly very soon.
*New friend borrowed $300 from me (first time "lump sum" with somebody i know for 1 week?) , say return next week but was delayed.
*Chalet planning! But in the end didn't succeed somehow. It was planned by the same friend who borrowed the money. Attempt to collect the debt... failed due to "money was used in chalet booking". So I ask, the chalet book already? That friend replied yes, booked already. My another friend ask this friend the same question, he replied no, haven book yet. I felt that i am being made use of...
*It takes close to 2 months before I managed to recover my money. That friend destroy the trust I place. We start to ignore each other.
*After the holiday period, things have change quite alot.
*Fall out with that clique due to some personal reason. Feel cheated and made use of *again*
*Seek new clique, found one and start to hang out pretty well. They make me truly enjoy sch.
*Atmosphere in class changed... bad things happen.
*Took my stand to side one of the classmate, things got worse for me.
*Downward spiral I go.
*Studies not going as good as before, lost passion in accounting.
*O lvl retaker receive their result, I didn't retake but go "kapo abit". Found out that I can go RP officially now and not through the "appeal" way which i don't like.
*Polys suddenly become hot topics in different cliques, friends give advice when I got interest in going RP. Voice out about the teaching methods... the pros and cons. Mostly to cons.
*Went RP personally to "see see" and know more about it. Found out their system not that bad as discussed before.
*Decide to register for the course in RP through the JAE with my last year result.
*It was a success. Posted to RP with the course of my choice . Plan to withdrawal from current education institution to pursue my course in RP, I keep thinking and thinking... and made up my mind.
*RP is where I shall go.
*End of 10 months summary*
~my friends, do keep in touch. will be missing all of you~
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