Friday, November 14, 2008
Tell me i'm WRONG please.
SCOLD me,
BLAME me,
FLAME me,
tell me i'm just being too sensitive.
tell me i'm just ASSUMING all that.
PLEASE
you are like trapping me in a glass jar.
I can see what's outside,
yet I can't join.
The torment within my soul,
its just too great.
what have I done to deserve all this?
TELL ME.
and only you can...
please, release me from all this pain
9:19 PM
i didn't know they are celebrating it yesterday.
really didn't know, beause nobody told me.
didn't they mention its held in 17/11?
somehow, they bring forward it.
without telling me.
i feel really sad and disappointed.
have they cleanly forgotten about me?
perhaps, perhaps.
now let me think back.
the days during "ofa" time.
why are you so kind back then?
now i realise that,
you are kind only to my computer knowledge,
not me.
am i being made use of?
now that i have no value left*,
you literaturally "kick" me out.
or should i say,
you distance away.
*because i sucks at IAC
Tell me i'm wrong.
please.
i'm a human too.
don't treat me this way.
6:56 AM
how i wish there's 48hr in a day.
well, i got something to highlight out this pass few days.
IAC test. i flunk em. 3 times in a row.
*clap.clap*
xD
i'm such a failure.
BCM delay to next week.
more time.
*clap.clap*
=X
still a failure.
team building workshop by mindpower.
no class.
*clap.clap*
=K
what kind of student am I?
6:49 AM